Going to Bed Day 10

It's 10:15 and I'm headed up to bed. I'm going to read before bed so it'll probably be between 10:30 and 10:45 before I get to sleep. And I was ready for bed at about 7:30. Plus with the time change it's really like 11:15 now and I'm sure I'll be up in the night and that the boys will be up between 5 and 6 instead of between 6 and 7. Oh, why do I torture myself like this??